Friday, November 27, 2009






10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People:
HI to all 10 different people.
9 Things About Yourself:
1 ugly
2 4 eyed
3 fat
4 flat feet
5 thinker
6 eczema patient
7 still serving the greenies
8 never has time to sleep
9 PARAMEDIC LEVEL 1 -.-
8 Ways to Win My Heart:
(in no specific order)
1 Comms Check.
2 Beauty and the Beast
3 Outgoing
4 Carefree but down to earth
5 Truthful
6 Family first
7 Equilibrium
8 SPORTS and DANCE
7 Things That Cross my Mind A lot:
1 Money
2 Technology
3 Games
4 Dance
5 Dance
6 How to taunt from Supomah.
7 How to stop my headaches and cure my hypertension/eczema after army.
6 Things I Have to do Before I Die:
1 Start a family
2 Own car and house
3 Know who my wife is.
4 Know if 2012 is really the dooms day.
5 Make sure my parents are living in retired luxury.
6 A dope dancer.
5 People Who Mean A Lot to You at The Moment:
1 Family
2 My love.
3 Popping mouse and Bboy Yutaka and Noob Clement.
4 All the dancers who are close to me.
5 Family dothers.
4 Things You Can See Right Now:
1 22" LCD.
2 PSP and computer parts.
3 Food, lots of them.
4 My hands typing.
3 Things You do Before Bed:
1 Pack my stuff for work.
2 Alarm clock up and tidy up my 4 essentials - key wallet phone psp.
3 Do other neccesary things.
2 Random Thoughts:
1 Why does my heart feel so bad? Why does my soul feel so bad? lol.
2 Twisties and New Urban Male's slogan collides = Life's never straight.
1 Confession:
i Army is not fun, it gave me hypertension, eczema and migraine.


11/27/2009 02:40:00 AM


I just want my life back.


Tuesday, September 15, 2009






Back to write an entry.
I'm already given a vocation.
Been posted to a medical centre with office hours.
So yeah, havent found the time to go back NRA yet.
Sorry to you yew seng my bro I promised I would come back.
Someday..
:)
I felt the improvement in my dance already.
Just yet to have the chance to actually sharpen up my skills.
In front of the mirror anything can happen.
Definitely, even though I danced quite long already I always believed in it.
Its a passion that would last forever.
Too many things going on at once.
So those out there who wants to meet up with me give me a ring.
We'll hang out and chill out again whenever I'm free.
Time to catch up on Old times... :D


9/15/2009 12:36:00 PM


I just want my life back.


Sunday, July 5, 2009






Oh no MJ is dead!
Oh no I'm in Combat Medic course.
Oh no too many things to study.
Oh no not enough time outside.
Oh no I'm diagnosed with Hypertension.
Oh no I'm having back problems.
Oh no I have to stay in and do morning jogs every monday, wednesday and friday.
Oh no I have stand by beds.

OH NO!


7/05/2009 10:13:00 PM


I just want my life back.


Sunday, May 10, 2009






I guess having no friends but a relationship is quite deadly at sometime.
Now comes to the mind: How do you keep yourself occupied when the other half has her/his own things to do?
I came to reckon that friends are important.
Regret not keeping in touch with my NRA friends.
So I'm gonna make a penitence, and head back to them.
Choices choices.
What if I get back to NRA and I have no time for Jadey?
NRA's got hectic timetables and hang out.
Massive amounts of hang outs and chill outs.
Something I had before and I want to cherish it.
Because it comes to mind again: How do you keep yourself occupied when the other half has her/his own things to do?
Answer: Your friends, your club, your dancemates, your dance.

:D NRA I'm going home soon.


5/10/2009 05:52:00 PM


I just want my life back.


Sunday, May 3, 2009






It aint because I am no longer blogging.
Just that when you're in army you don't feel like there's time to blog.
Everything's so rush when you come back to inland.
Its like every single second is so crucial before you book in again.
I envy those people with 8-5 really.
I start to understand whats the difference between being garang and being smart.
8-5 is good I get to stay out and dance.
Thats what I wanted.
But I realised that by staying out means you have to spend more.
8-5 most probably is Lance Corporal or Corporal rank.
Which means not much money anyways.
But then again, freedom smells way better than money.
For now at least.
:)


5/03/2009 11:44:00 PM


I just want my life back.


Saturday, January 3, 2009






As the title says.
Being in Tekong is shit, literally shit.
How i wish I'm an officer now, got office hour..
Everyday also can see my baby.
But NOOOOO..
I'm stuck with the most shitheads in Singapore.
All the shit sarges out to woop your ass.
They just wanna see you suffer, period.
They can't accept things like being stupid or forgetful.
They forget that they themselves were once like that.
And they take it out on the recruits.
When I get into officer, I'll screw the sarges, not the recruits.
Trust me.

I hope I get mainland posting and preferably another organisation.
Because SAF SUCKS.
I prefer a more slack environment, like police or SCDF.
I think I work better at those enviroment.
Army personals all have fucked up attitudes.
Its like the whole world owe them things.
Lousy attitude and behaviour for an army so disciplined.
A facade they put up to show other people.
But inside they all having their own war.

Tekong is the last thing anyone would wanna have.
Its the crappiest place on each other than prison.
I just hope these 3 months would pass faster.
3 weeks down, 13 weeks more to go.
Then I can smack my ass at them.
They ain't taking me alive, not in their lifetime.
I will survive this shit, cause I survive alot of shits.
Once these crap is over, I'll be spending quality time with my family and my baby's family.
And I'll turn back on the last day of tekong.
A MIDDLE FINGER to all you assholes who tortured recruits.
Cause I'll be turning you sarges into my slaves.
wahahhahha!



RED.


1/03/2009 11:23:00 AM


I just want my life back.


Friday, December 12, 2008






I'm going in around in 10 hours' time. :)
In what you asked, National Slavery.
Ok la not really that jia lat but then again its something all males are chained down to.
I have to repay my 2 years' debt.
It'll be gone in a breeze.
I will come back NRA soon.
I hope I get OCS.
Chiong hard for army.


See you all when I see you all. :)
And of course, Jadey Baby I love you always. :)
For a lifetime.

RED.


12/12/2008 01:17:00 AM


I just want my life back.