I am Red.

ANYHOW

2009-11-27T02:40:00.002+08:00

10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People:
HI to all 10 different people.
9 Things About Yourself:
1 ugly
2 4 eyed
3 fat
4 flat feet
5 thinker
6 eczema patient
7 still serving the greenies
8 never has time to sleep
9 PARAMEDIC LEVEL 1 -.-
8 Ways to Win My Heart:
(in no specific order)
1 Comms Check.
2 Beauty and the Beast
3 Outgoing
4 Carefree but down to earth
5 Truthful
6 Family first
7 Equilibrium
8 SPORTS and DANCE
7 Things That Cross my Mind A lot:
1 Money
2 Technology
3 Games
4 Dance
5 Dance
6 How to taunt from Supomah.
7 How to stop my headaches and cure my hypertension/eczema after army.
6 Things I Have to do Before I Die:
1 Start a family
2 Own car and house
3 Know who my wife is.
4 Know if 2012 is really the dooms day.
5 Make sure my parents are living in retired luxury.
6 A dope dancer.
5 People Who Mean A Lot to You at The Moment:
1 Family
2 My love.
3 Popping mouse and Bboy Yutaka and Noob Clement.
4 All the dancers who are close to me.
5 Family dothers.
4 Things You Can See Right Now:
1 22" LCD.
2 PSP and computer parts.
3 Food, lots of them.
4 My hands typing.
3 Things You do Before Bed:
1 Pack my stuff for work.
2 Alarm clock up and tidy up my 4 essentials - key wallet phone psp.
3 Do other neccesary things.
2 Random Thoughts:
1 Why does my heart feel so bad? Why does my soul feel so bad? lol.
2 Twisties and New Urban Male's slogan collides = Life's never straight.
1 Confession:
i Army is not fun, it gave me hypertension, eczema and migraine.

O_O

2009-09-15T12:36:00.002+08:00

Back to write an entry.
I'm already given a vocation.
Been posted to a medical centre with office hours.
So yeah, havent found the time to go back NRA yet.
Sorry to you yew seng my bro I promised I would come back.
Someday..
:)
I felt the improvement in my dance already.
Just yet to have the chance to actually sharpen up my skills.
In front of the mirror anything can happen.
Definitely, even though I danced quite long already I always believed in it.
Its a passion that would last forever.
Too many things going on at once.
So those out there who wants to meet up with me give me a ring.
We'll hang out and chill out again whenever I'm free.
Time to catch up on Old times... :D

Uber Depressed.

2009-07-05T22:13:00.001+08:00

Oh no MJ is dead!
Oh no I'm in Combat Medic course.
Oh no too many things to study.
Oh no not enough time outside.
Oh no I'm diagnosed with Hypertension.
Oh no I'm having back problems.
Oh no I have to stay in and do morning jogs every monday, wednesday and friday.
Oh no I have stand by beds.

OH NO!

Total Boredom

2009-05-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

I guess having no friends but a relationship is quite deadly at sometime.
Now comes to the mind: How do you keep yourself occupied when the other half has her/his own things to do?
I came to reckon that friends are important.
Regret not keeping in touch with my NRA friends.
So I'm gonna make a penitence, and head back to them.
Choices choices.
What if I get back to NRA and I have no time for Jadey?
NRA's got hectic timetables and hang out.
Massive amounts of hang outs and chill outs.
Something I had before and I want to cherish it.
Because it comes to mind again: How do you keep yourself occupied when the other half has her/his own things to do?
Answer: Your friends, your club, your dancemates, your dance.

:D NRA I'm going home soon.

Its not gone

2009-05-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

It aint because I am no longer blogging.
Just that when you're in army you don't feel like there's time to blog.
Everything's so rush when you come back to inland.
Its like every single second is so crucial before you book in again.
I envy those people with 8-5 really.
I start to understand whats the difference between being garang and being smart.
8-5 is good I get to stay out and dance.
Thats what I wanted.
But I realised that by staying out means you have to spend more.
8-5 most probably is Lance Corporal or Corporal rank.
Which means not much money anyways.
But then again, freedom smells way better than money.
For now at least.
:)

Tekong is the shit part of NS. Really.

2009-01-03T11:23:00.003+08:00

As the title says.
Being in Tekong is shit, literally shit.
How i wish I'm an officer now, got office hour..
Everyday also can see my baby.
But NOOOOO..
I'm stuck with the most shitheads in Singapore.
All the shit sarges out to woop your ass.
They just wanna see you suffer, period.
They can't accept things like being stupid or forgetful.
They forget that they themselves were once like that.
And they take it out on the recruits.
When I get into officer, I'll screw the sarges, not the recruits.
Trust me.

I hope I get mainland posting and preferably another organisation.
Because SAF SUCKS.
I prefer a more slack environment, like police or SCDF.
I think I work better at those enviroment.
Army personals all have fucked up attitudes.
Its like the whole world owe them things.
Lousy attitude and behaviour for an army so disciplined.
A facade they put up to show other people.
But inside they all having their own war.

Tekong is the last thing anyone would wanna have.
Its the crappiest place on each other than prison.
I just hope these 3 months would pass faster.
3 weeks down, 13 weeks more to go.
Then I can smack my ass at them.
They ain't taking me alive, not in their lifetime.
I will survive this shit, cause I survive alot of shits.
Once these crap is over, I'll be spending quality time with my family and my baby's family.
And I'll turn back on the last day of tekong.
A MIDDLE FINGER to all you assholes who tortured recruits.
Cause I'll be turning you sarges into my slaves.
wahahhahha!

RED.

Good bye World, good bye Freedom.

2008-12-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

I'm going in around in 10 hours' time. :)
In what you asked, National Slavery.
Ok la not really that jia lat but then again its something all males are chained down to.
I have to repay my 2 years' debt.
It'll be gone in a breeze.
I will come back NRA soon.
I hope I get OCS.
Chiong hard for army.

See you all when I see you all. :)
And of course, Jadey Baby I love you always. :)
For a lifetime.

RED.

First post before 6am sleep.

2008-12-06T05:45:00.000+08:00

Something I always remind myself, how much I love dance. :)
And of course how much NRA means to me.
I always recall telling Aloy's friends about NRA.
How good they are, how strict they are and how hard they train.
Its inevitable to say I'm proud of being from NRA.
Although I had to break away from it to go work and so on.
Missed out Fantazia and Danzation 08 (MAN that was shitty feeling).
And got automatically sort-of kicked out of it?
Not really kicked out but just like FORGOTTEN or something.
Wanted to consult someone about it, Joyce doesn't seem like a good choice.
She's like I don't know here and I don't know there.
Aiya here and Aiya there.
I guess everything has to wait till my BMT + PTP is over.
GUYS I'm going to army already.
For those people who still remember me in NRA.
Those people I have missed so much from seeing them, regrets.

My Long-Lost Former Subway Duo Pei Yi, its been YEARS since our last subway.
My Neighbour next block Seow Ting, I saw you not long ago hope you're doing well.
My Late Night Story Teller Fredy, I'll never forget that night you said your whole story about yourself to me at Mcdonalds when we're still juniors.
The Body Tazzler Xuan Feng, who is not just good at dance but also good at tasing people with his deadly fingers.
My sister Bunny, lost contact due to her work.
Joyce the popper, hahaha thanks for always sharing your things with me, I would love to hear them again.
The Freshies from my generation, thanks for the unforgettable chalet. Thanks really.

I've never regret being in NRA, although I outcasted myself to train my dance.
I just find that, there's so much possiblity between that mirror and me.
In a studio where you and mirror and the music form an entity.
Where the inspirations and ideas all run free.
NRA, where I belong and still will.
I'll come back soon, I promise.
And this time, I'll be different, you'll see.

Finally

2008-12-06T05:17:00.001+08:00

I've revived my blog once again just to stop using it for awhile when I'm in army. There's alot of things going in my mind now I wish I can stop it. :(